interesting bit....

that explains quite a lot ...
well, at the very least it helps add a bit of clarity to my current (and on-going) situation

every little bit of additional information can aid one in making sense of the misadventures that occur in our lives and, more importantly, how to over come and continue as a more whole individual...

	Neptune Conjunct Saturn Dec 22, 2008 to Feb 18, 2009 A lot of soul-searching, questions and doubts about your values, commitments and the overall direction of your life mark this time period as a critical and difficult one.ot of soul-searching, questions and doubts about your values, commitments and the overall direction of your life mark this time period as a critical and difficult one. You may feel less enthusiastic or motivated than usual but aren't sure why. If you are predisposed to depression or confusion, those feelings could set in now; you may lose faith in yourself and your abilities or feel inadequate and lacking in direction. You may find it difficult to approach your daily tasks with your usual level of enthusiasm. Subconscious doubts about the ultimate value of your endeavors are undermining your sense of purpose. Find some solitude and gain some distance from your daily life at this time, but don't completely retreat from life and resign from your daily affairs, which you may be tempted to do. Evaluate your situation in life, your commitments, decisions and values, but try to wait on making any major, life-altering decisions. Any old habits that inhibit the attainment of your ideals must be dropped; be careful, however, not to give up on long-term efforts and commitments just because you are running into difficulties.